heyyy

good night :D I just newly woke up (slept since... 4 pm and it's 8 pm right now) cuz last night i only slept for a good 3 hours and today tire me up. I went to my father's family gathering and it was boooring D: i didn't know anyone apart from my family and some of my father's family those i met in church, so i only played with my blackberry until i went home :p
as i got home, my mum told me that she got a free cake and that it had arrived earlier than us. it was a strawberry cheesecake, literally. not the usual strawberry cheesecake which only put the strawberries as topping, but it's in the cake as well! the cake is PINK no lie :D and delicious! thanks mum's highschool friend who's sooo kind to give us free delicious cake! I found out that she/he was the owner of the shop afterwards (it's The Cake Storage)
after eating i went to sleep without changing my clothes, only took off the cardigan, scarf, and leggings. and the picture up there was what i wore this full day (minus the leggings, i'm too lazy to wear it again just for pic) yay of nay? :b the scarf itself was a birthday present from the lovely sisters (mipup and bebek) though, and i love it<3>

funny thing i did today:
because we arrived at the gathering's place too early, we went to putt putt first to play golf for a while. after that when we were sitting on the cafe, eating ice cream, my brother (Dika) asked me, "let's play the game like that on the full house (suju)" and I laughed before reenacting it. and guess what? yes, we played it. me, my 2 brothers and my sister. me and dika were the winner! :D

guess i'm heading to sleep again now *laugh* oh no wait, i have to wash my face and change clothes first. so see ya~!

cheers
xxazrael

tugas

tugas gue udah mulai banyak. tugas ekonomi buat presentasi, tugas pkn buat kliping/rangkuman/whatever-it-is-i-dont-know, tugas agama buat makalah (lagi), tugas sosiologi buat penelitian sosial.

jujur, td saat gue cerita ke dessy (temen les gue), dia sampe kaget. dia sekolah di 28, dan dia udah ga mempelajari pelajaran kelas XII lagi, cuma pendalaman materi utk UAN sama SIMAK dll. lucu ga sih menurut lo? I mean, hey, UAN is in 54 days (abiella -my chairmate- counted it), and why don't we start study for it in school? bukannya ngejar nilai tugas gini

okay, gue nyadar gue kebanyakan protes, kalo misalnya saat semester 1 kmrn isinya tugas semua jg gue pasti protes walaupun akhirnya sekarang gue ga akan ada tugas! but let's get real, dengan waktu yang sangat singkat itu, umumnya para peserta ujian (including me) akan panik kan? apalagi dengan persiapan yang menurut kami ga cukup. belajar di bimbel dan di sekolah itu beda lho!

walaupun di bimbel udah pada intensif uan dll, tp menurut gue itu ga cukup. bimbel ga setiap hari, ga kayak di sekolah. gurunya jg kadang yg ga ngerti murid, ga kyk di sekolah. dan suasana di bimbel itu normalnya santai, ga menutup kemungkinan bahwa banyak di antara kita yg ga nangkep pelajarannya.

semua orang beda, ada yg menganggap bimbel lebih penting, tp ada jg yg sebaliknya, menganggap sekolah lebih penting. sebenarnya pada intinya, (menurut gue ya) sekolah itu untuk memberikan inti secara rinci tentang suatu subyek kepada murid, dan bimbel itu adalah untuk mengembangkan inti yang udah ditangkap itu agar lebih paham. jd sebenernya mereka sama-sama penting.

jujur, gue kalo soal sejarah dan sosiologi lebih ngerti di bimbel, tp kalo mtk dan geografi gue jauh milih yang di sekolah. jumlah ilmu yg dimiliki oleh setiap guru itu beda, dan gue menganggap guru mtk dan geografi gue ilmunya sangat banyak, dengan tidak mengurangi rasa hormat gue ke guru-guru lainnya krn mereka juga pasti banyak ilmunya (kecuali untuk beberapa guru. tau lah anak-anak 6 kira-kira guru yg agak gimanaa gitu)

okay, setelah panjang lebar, gue malah lupa mau ngomong apa kan. pokoknya intinya, gue berharap semoga KBM normal di SMA 6 segera berakhir agar kita bisa intensif untuk ke UAN dan ujian masuk perguruan tinggi yg diinginkan (mostly UI ITB UNPAD UGM maybe yea?)

oh iya, gue salut sama SMA 109! mereka punya program namanya 'arisan' dan itu adalah mengerjakan soal mtk yg jumlahnya banyak mamfus. menurut gue itu penting, mengingat bahwa kelemahan anak IPS baik di UAN maupun di ujian masuk PTN adalah matematika.

cheers

xxazrael

so, today...

sesuai tweet gue td yg ngomongin soal 'orang cina pasti bangga menjadi orang cina' dan gue is ngakak mendengar kata-kata itu. alasannya?

gue cina, dan gue mengakui itu. dan somehow gue bangga, tp satu hal: gue ga diakui sebagai orang cina. and I mean it.

nyokap gue turunan cina, itu keliatan. dia putih, sipit, kalo ke mangdu dipanggilnya nci, dirumah juga dipanggilnya i'ing. abang gue juga sipit walaupun ga terlalu putih. eyang gue juga sering dipanggil nci. nah gue? temen nyokap gue aja ngeliat gue pake nanya, "anak lo kok ga cina, ir?" -____-

orang-orang mengakui gue sama nyokap gue mirip (but srsly, nyokap jauuh lebih mirip sama mas dis dibanding gue), tapi mereka juga mengakui gue ga ada cina-cinanya.

bukannya gue ga bangga jd org indo, gue bangga jd org indo, srsly. tp gue cuma kesel aja krn cuma gue yg beda di keluarga gue. hey, coba lo liat sodara gue, dikit lho yg ga cina kyk gue! (*counts: mas vicky, mas dana, mas wijna, dimas* okay, that's 5 with me, out of 11) pasti mereka ada lah sipit-sipitnya walaupun dikit. gue? sipitnya cuma pas bangun tidur doang *srsly*

gue cuma pingin diakuin mirip sama keluarga gue, gue cuma pingin merasa, hey, i belong here in this family. soalnya gue kadang merasa kyk org luar juga, bukan cuma krn gue ga keliatan sipitnya ya, i'm not that shallow.

oh well, itu juga sih sebenernya kenapa gue mau nyari pacar chinese/korean/japanese. maaan, gue mau melanjutkan keturunan cina di keluarga gue ROFLMAO haha makanya cariin ya ciiin kalo ada lol

i'm out ;D

xxazrael