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I think I should feel more grateful about everything I've gone through and will went through. I believe that it's God's will that made me walk in the path I'm walking now, and I wouldn't want it any other way.

I've been sulking too much about my weak body and so. But I must be grateful because there are many people with body weaker than mine. I sulked about my fatigue, about my tired-ness of going to school. But I must be grateful because there are many people who can't go to school even if they want to.

I think I'm lacking of spirit lately. And also the lack of motivation got to me. Nowadays, I was like, "C'mon Kenny, you can do better than this!" to myself each time I'm doing something -anything. Yet, I didn't try harder.

Okay, I'm rambling and I don't even know what I'm talking about atm.
Let's end this post with my dream :)

"I want to make a school in which my students will enjoy going to school, not burdened. And maybe I'll start with a Kindergarten because in Kindergarten, we build those toddlers to be good, and if we succeed, it'll be like the most honorable thing in this world"

cheers,
xxazrael